DECEMBER 15TH 2010

words can't even explain how much i love you. you dont even know how i feel about you, and how much i just wish that we could make this work but you dont want to. why dont you want too ? why cant we just pick up where we left off, i know i broke up with you & im the one who left but it was for a reason. i can tell you this one thing rigt now that no one will ever love you as much as i do, and thats a fact. i dont even know what to do right now, its so hard for me to move on. i mean its been like what, 9 months ? ugh, frick man. i just wish you would snap back into reality, i hate what your turning in to. i wish that you would stop drinking & smoking and idk what else your doing but i wish you'd stop. i wish you would realize whats happening, or at least care. you told me yourself that you notice that your becoming more and more heartless, and i notice it too. why cant you just come back to me ?

APRIL 4TH 2010;

oh my goshh all the stuff i used to talk about is sooo stupid lols.